do they own us a living.

tenenek tenenek.

2005-12-18T01:52:00.000+08:00

woohuuuu.
im back people.
hey hey.
i know it's been so fuckin long.
okay 1 month or 2 to be specific.
work is the shit of the fuck and school is the crap of the shit.
and everytime i come home, it's either because i need sleep or because i need sleep.
i just got my pay recently, and im not working there again.
stupid fuck shitonics idiot manager!
ive bought my school books online.
power eh?
hahaha.
but abit confusing ah.
click here and there.
i get my sister to help me.
ahaha.
went out this evening.
meet pendek at town.
ohh fuck i miss town so much.
but theres alot of people and i find difficulties walking.
shitonics.
its so annoying as fuck!.
ok,so just now i board the bus.
with a plastic of curry puff in my hands,
saw an empty seat and yea, sat.
so this woman behind me keep looking at me like nobody's business.
so i thought, 'oh shit,did i zip my pants today'.
i looked and its zipped.
so i keep munching.
i was busy brushing off little pieces of
curry puff on my bag when,
woman: hey excuse me. excuse me.
i thought she had wanted to ask me something.
woman: excuse me. (louder)
and so i turned around.
woman: hello you'r not supposed to eat in the bus you know.
you see the sign there no eating?
later got ants you know.
then i was like, soooooo?
and so i continued eating.
like hello? do i look like i can cause so much harm
that the big bus can be manifested by so many ants
it'll cause the bus to breakdown?
i know i'm being inconsiderate
that if one person does it,
everyone will do it and blaa blaa.
but i was sooo hungry you know.
so hungry i could eat a cow.
and i needed to eat my medicine.
and i know i was being selfish but let me off a little will you lady?
it's not like i laid a picnic mat and
have a whole set meal of mcdonalds complete with dessert.
dont act all considerate because it's always people like you,
who thinks complaining and
more complaining is bliss in this world who are really, inconsiderate.
it's people like you,
who in the mrt, when someone leaves a seat runs after that vacant seat,
go patting the vacant seat for whatever reason,
and ignore the people who needs the seat more than you do.
it's people like you,
who in the mrt,
sleep and pretend you dont see the old man struggling
to hold the handrails while the mrt moves.
it's people like you,
who when paying for cab fares,
gives $100 note and expect the driver to have change.
and it's people like you who go on complaining and
whining about every little thing that doesnt appeal to you.
get it?
it's people like you.
fucks!
get a life u blardy siyak people.

watuu tuuuuuuuu.

2005-12-02T22:29:00.000+08:00

the symphony of silence.
ill be back.

yah.

look what you've done.

2005-11-24T15:04:00.000+08:00

yet another year is coming to an end.
how quickly time can whiz pass you.
lets sit back and imagine..
not long ago,
say about a year.
you sat at your desk,
sorting out the various aspects of your
life and completing what had to be done,
and after a while,
you take a glance at the clock and realize
that close to a year has come to past.
what have you achieved in the past twelve months?
have you wasted all that time?
or can you sit back for a moment,
and break into a little smile,
emitting satisfaction with what you've accomplished?
what have you done in a year?
have some time to sit and relex.
think and reflect people.

argh.

2005-11-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

Argh.

feel like i'm falling behind.
behind my own challenges, my own work, and myself.
maybe i need that rest, that break.
maybe i don't, cause it's all in the mind.
maybe there's no maybe.
maybe makes things hard to find.
need to get up and run.
run away and get on track
run in the rain and scorching sun
run, run, run, and never look back.
maybe like i said once,
just keeping on running anyway.
you'll eventually get somewhere.

SOMEwhere.

blackened.

2005-11-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

been oh-so-very busy with my work.
i just got home like
half an hour ago.
and it's gonna be like that for this week and next week.
shitonics.
not everyday, but enough.
i'm not complaining though.
mom said that the company's exploiting me,
doing packing and all.
but i really don't mind,
because i learn a hell lot.
in fact, everyone in the office work together.
its fun interacting with the new voices.
im the youngest.
its like SO????
atleast ive learn someting.
so, it's kinda fun.
yes yes.
ive been sick all this while.
i need some rest ah.
maybe im too tired.
hahaha.
chat online with zaty just now.
she talked about being misunderstood.
i thought about it and
many-many things surfaced in my head.
talk about being misunderstood.
more often than not, i am or have been.
a lot of people have passed judgements on me
although they hardly or don't know me at all.
or can i saftly say all?
i've always asked my current friends what was
their first impression of me.
hardly one had a good first impression.
most of them didn't even like me.
isn't that right, zaty?
*laffs.
even u yourself hated my face the very first time u saw me.
arrogant, proud, snob, blah blah blah.
i've had it all.
but what can i say?
nothing, to be exact.
i can't help what people may think of me.
its not good to judge a book by its cover u know.
no-no.
actually, i never really care anyway.
go ahead say whatever u guys wanna say or think about me.
i dont change.
im still me.
im apit.
maybe it's the way I carry myself around strangers.
who knows.
so many things i say or mean are misunderstood.
it's getting tiring.
but we all have to move on, don't we?
till next time people.
won't be seeing you for a while.
and thanks guys, for the day.
literally.

read more books apit,read.

how interesting.

2005-11-12T10:42:00.000+08:00

Deep thinkers

(Deepius thinkicious)
Pronounced 'dee-ip th-eenk-kuss'

1: Someone who can view life beyond how life presents itself to us.
It's good to know that I've got mates
who have emerged from the shallow depths of life.

2: Someone who tends to think too much;
having a view on a certain subject beyond their
own comfort or ability to withstand
the emotional and/or mental weight that may come with it.
I think I think too much.

3: Me.
I hate me.

argh.

2005-11-10T14:43:00.000+08:00

whenever times get bad,personal, academic or emotional trouble,
i just think of certain
things, people, and events, and almost instantly,
a smile wipes across my face.
not say that i've immediately
forgotten all my troubles and am ready
to go back to dancing and prancing around
in my fields with the lovely butterflies.
no-no.
i wish i could so easily drop such matters.
i just can't.
it's just those small little things that happen
that remind me of life and not
forgetting god has been kind to me;
how i should and could appreciate
the smaller or insignificant things in life;
how thankful I should for where I am..
let's start with the people whom i see everyday.
my dear friends.
yes,
i know i haven't been much of a friend
to most of you guys out there.
I am sorry for that.
but do know that I am thankful
you all came along and walked with me.
i may not show or say, but i am thankful.
my friends are the ones whom
i see 4 or 5 days a week,
sometimes 12 hours each day,
talking on the phone till late night.
*laffs.
most of the time when i'm down,
i reminisce of the whacky and
good times we've had,
and that alone,
cheers me up a little.
how we can go nuts and cranky
in the usual place or on the phone.
i bet the others around us must really think
that we are a bunch of whackos.
when they go crazy,
tho I may be down,
i tend to go nuts with them too.
shitonics.
when i'm down,
i just tend to bury myself in work
and sometimes seclude myself from the rest of you.
i don't hate you guys.
no i dont.
please understand.
i pray we won't and never will come to a point
where we became so competitive with one another.
i mean, a little competition is good,
but not to a point where we start lying and hiding.
I want friends, not colleagues.
in case you didn't know,
colleagues can be people where smiles and lunches are fake.
Backstabs and lies are real.
i'm really blessed with good friends.
everywhere i went,
be it primary to secondary school,
i've been always assigned to wonderful dudes and dudettes.
we'll last as long as we can.
ill pray for more whackos aite?
another someone that would
cross my mind is my dearest mak..
in the morning,
when i wake up,
i dread walking into her room,
asking her for jajan money.
as in allowance.
i know she herself is struggling and the last thing
i'd want to do is to add weight to her struggle.
i feel bad sometimes.
she's been the most wonderful mother.
EVER.
she's been through so much for
my sister and i.
she's my pillar of strength,
my idol, and the person i'd aspire to be.
each time i see my mom,
i just give her a hug or kiss her hands,
thank God for her being with me,
and hope she continues going on strongly.
i myself try to repay her,
by working hard,
winning competitions that kinda stuffs.
she's my driving force and source of motivation for me.
if u are wondering why im so
desperate and enthusiastic in my work-life
it's because i really wanted to get some bucks
and get my mom a decent handphone.
her current one is like..
*piak* spoilt.
and i really think that the stuff we had were way-way better man.
anyway.
yah, she's my mom.
the one i'm striving for.
i love u mak.
FOR LIFE.
*sigh.
sorry if it's been a draggy entry for you.
but you really didn't have to read it.
it's me ranting.
i'd say more, but i am tired of myself.
*laffs.
but i guess i'd thank you for reading till this far : )

frustration?

2005-11-09T13:56:00.000+08:00

i'm feeling kinda feverish as i write this.
i don't know why but the
feeling seems kind of familiar.
my throat's dry,
heart pumping at a fast rate,
i'm actually shivering while typing this.
the last time i felt this way was
last week if im not mistaken lah.
usually when i feel like this,
my mouth is like a machinegun.
fuckin machinegun.
piang piung peek pang pung.
ok shud up.
all that is supposely to be censored comes out.
that's dangerous.
shitonics.
i tend to hurt people's feeling indirectly.
hmm...
what's causing all this to me?
im also not sure of myself.
yah.
fuck it lah.
yesterday i hit bugis.
meet my primary school friends at long john.
at pendek's work place.
went to the cashier.
talked to pendek for a while.
and he gave me free drink.
wuuhu.
sat down outside long john.
crapping much.
oh they are so different now..
the way they dress.
the way the talk.
the way they interact..
ts like wow u see.
azam,a friend of mine,
use to be best friends.
well,hes now into vintage.
u know that vintage-vintage?
''that'' kind of trendy jeans.
urgh.
its making me sick.
up yours people,up yours.
but what to do.
its his way of wearing.
no comments.
walked to arab street.
had shee-sha.
10 pathetic dollars.
but its nice tho.
power like siyak.
*laffs
they went of and i took the train to town.
the place is like whoa!.
its alot like chrismas.
nice nice.
sat down at coffee bean.
had cheesecake and pure chocolate.
some sour apple sticks please thank you.
sat down and look at the beautiful people.
most of them are angmos.
hahaha.
friendly tho.
hahaha.
*achness
been so tired lah today.
injured my arm and my body.
had soccer training just now at school.
i think i need some rest for now.
take care all.
anything else?
anyone?
done.
cheers.

the fucks people.

2005-11-07T21:56:00.000+08:00

ok im here to update.
not in a good mood.
not at all good.
it takes just fucking few seconds
to piss the hell out of someone.
yes there are gonna be alot of vulgarities in this entry.
so if u aint up to it FUCK OFF ya.
fuck.
first let me start about work
urgh!
mostly and more ppl pissing me off for no odd reasons.
and secondly
came to today where people just fucked my day.
its better for me to fuck around with vulgarities here than to people.
everything that happen to me this few months is so fucked up.
so fuck you,fuck.
so fuck those fuckers who keep messing
with my already fucked up fucking life.
life's a bitch.fucking bitch.
because of envious people around you who try too hard to bring you down.
well fuck that,fucks.
fuckens.
just dont be fucking shocked if im in the papers
caught for punching or beating the fucking life out of someone.
so long and fuck off fucks people that are so fucks.
sorry for the bad fucking language ya ..
just need to let it out to fucking cool down.

the rookie year.

2005-11-05T13:39:00.000+08:00

heyy readers.
its the third day of hari raya.
haha.
kinda bored today.
nothing to do at home.
garret will be coming over at 3.
hari raya i supposed.
he wanted to use my computer for some stuffs.
yes yes.
then we will be hitting town.
i miss town.
its been a while.
i miss the secret place
and coffee bean too.
haha.
shitonics.
yesterday went out at 1am.
went to 7-eleven as usual.
bought the what-what combo
and ciggerates.
went home and watched wedding crashers.
stupid like siyak.
they crashes weddings
to sleep with girls.
oh so pathetic.
but its a nice story ah.
enjoyable and meaningful.
ok lah people.
ill blog soon ok.
take care people.
bye.

selamat hari raya people.

2005-11-03T15:33:00.000+08:00

family:
pillar of strength.

frenship:
the silliest & weirdest people.

love:
loves me for me.

happy celebrating hari raya and deepavali people.

solitude and serenity.

2005-11-02T15:20:00.000+08:00

sometimes i just feel like
giving up and leave.
off to a place where i can
find solitude and serenity.
where i can put behind all my troubles
and just live life as it is.

evrything little thing about you is beautiful.

sleep friend sleep.

2005-11-01T16:25:00.000+08:00

heyy.
sorry for the late update.
kinda busy lately.
yes yes.
two days to hari raya.
cant wait.
its our so call "pay day"
hahaha.
need to get my hands busy with the ketupats.
and i need to help my mum cook.
yes yes.
ill be busy this week.
so i think ill not be updating ok?
yah.
life.
whats life.
some people take a lifetime
to search for the answer.
some people dont even give a damn
what is it all about.
fucks.
but i have learnt something new in life.
never take anything or anyone for granted.
cause life is simply precious.
really precious.
u wont get it back once u loose it.
yes yes.
its true u know.
death.
whats death.
some people take their full lifetime to achieve.
meaning dying old.
some people dont.
meaning they die at an
early stage maybe caused by an illness.
each living thing on this planet earth
will encounter death one day.
not sure wether
its gonna be tomorrow or 50 years later.
i just lost a fren.
a best friend i must say.
buddies during the primary school days.
smoke and beers buddies.
partners in the "lala" walk.
partners in cook.
patners in singing.
patners in music.
partners in craping.
patners on and off stage.
patners in not sleeping one for whole night and talking crap.
patners in going out to anywhere
each of us wanted to go even
if we dont knoe where to go next.
partners of peeing in the voodo jelly bottle during primary school days.
*laffs
partners in bassing.
partners in talking.
patners in fishing.
almost everything.
*sigh
known him for 6 years.
6 years.
was close to him.
very close.
no folks.
dad in jail because of drugs.
his mum is gone because of cancer.
*sigh.
he lives with his aunty.
he passed away because of ' brain tumour '.
he passed away on the 31st of October 2005.
1138 hours.
he left many sweet memories behind.
can always see him smiling down
to me everyday from the sky.
its too spacious without him now.
his name is always at the tip of my toungue.
always at his house and sometimes mine.
laff off just about pratically anything.
supported me in evrything i do.
was by his side all the way through since he first got the illness.
was there the whole monday noon
when i found out he was in critical condition.
beside me him.
he was weak.
eyes were half shut and half open most of the time.
breathing hard.
evening time i hit town to go for the interview.
was on my way back home around 2200 that same day.
his sister called me up
and she was crying.
his sister said he called me and wan's name.
shouting our name in pain
wanting us back that nite to be by his side.
i switched train.
lucky enough to catch the last train towards outram park mrt station.
upon reaching there i ran to his ward.
found him breathing even harder.
little response.
did not sleep a wink.
kept looking at him breathing hard
even with the oxygen mask on.
each breath he took my heart ached.
cause i knew he was going.
doc gave him 4 more hours to live at 1030 monday morning.
i was holding his hands at 1130
beside his aunty,sister and all.
he was grabbing my hand.
i wispered in his hear.
his eyes were opened but too weak to respond.
tears rolled down his cheeks as i started asking for forgiveness.
1135, one by one, his other friends started wispering to him.
1138, his last breath.
slow last breath.
he went off peacefully.
for the first time in my life,
i saw my good friend for six years not breathing.
and eyes never to be opened ever again.
i broke down.
broke down pretty hard.
docter said 4 hours.
4 fucking hours.
but he only survived 1 and 1/2 hours.
some people who rushed from work and
all dint get to see him alive for the last time.
yeah i have never trusted doctor's timing.
never will.
i hide in a corner.
put my hands together to my face and cry my heart out.
thanks to catwoman
for offering me words of encouragement
and making me smile.
i'll be strong.
i'll need you too, so please be there for me.
heyy thanks k?
msg here is i lost a fren.
a dear good fren.
no one noes how i feel because no one noes
exactly how close am i to him.
people, please love ur surroundings.
be there for your frens,
families or whoever u really love.
might never know who is next going next.
scary but true.
just happened to me a couple of days ago.
and its still fresh in my mind....

Azman bin Rahmat (1988-2005)

God loves u more than me.

will be missing u.

rest in peace friend.

love u bro.

apit.

2005-10-27T19:15:00.000+08:00

i cant find the words to how i feel now.
i miss you and that's the closest i can get.
evrytime i think of you, tears dont stop.
yes, i miss you.
maybe you'll never understand why i feel for you so much.
i dont either.

heyy.

2005-10-25T11:30:00.000+08:00

i downloaded what if by coldplay
and it's a live version of the song, unknowingly.
hahaha
so the song is about 6:18,
or so i thought.
but, the song runs for about 5mins
and the rest of the 1min 18 sec
is the sound of people clapping and cheering and screaming
woooo waaaa uwwwouuuuu.
shitonics.
*laffs.
yea.
love makes u weak yet a little stronger everyday.
love hurts yet it can feel so good.
it makes u dance and fall a little deeper each day.
love is the only reason how u can laugh and cry all at the same time.
it makes man feel a little woman
and makes a woman feel a little man.
love is such a beautiful thing isnt it?
i'm happy.
i really am.
for the first time
i feel things i've never felt before.
it may sounds a little off for that
but i cant be bothered to restructure the sentence.
god has blessed me with people who have
in one way or another made me feel
like i'm on top of the world.
and god put me through test
of people who many a times,
are trying their best to bring me down.
and many times i've succumbed to this.
yet i've learnt to stand up for myself
and unfortunately for them.
thanks to my friends too.
i become stronger than what i was.
i'm happy because i just am.
if anyone in this world is trying
to figure out why i post this,
i cant give u a reason either.
i just feel like writing this u see.
and i know the days ahead await me,
for i'll be facing more problems than ever,
hiccups here and there but guess what,
i'm on for it.
yes yes.
god smacked a prob in your face before havent he?
he's put u into trouble before havent he?
and when u thought ur life was going to end,
somehow,
somewhere,
there's a solution to the problem.
and then it got better and the problem,
somehow goes away,
like disappear.
as for my love one.
her.
theres nothing much i can do.
maybe im not that good enough.
or maybe im not suitable for u.
come on.
look at me.
the way i look.
im not like the romeo u liked.
or other romeos who liked u.
fuckens.
god have gave me this.
and i cant do anything.
its difficult for me to tell you how i feel towards u.
too difficult.
maybe its not the time.
maybe its too early
maybe im shy.
or maybe im scared.
yah.
maybe im scared.
i dont know.
insyaallah.
one day.
i will tell u how i feel towards u.
one rainy day.
yah.
my friend once told me,
whats yours is meant to be yours.
yah.
superb phrase.
*sigh
i guess,
ill wait for u without u knowing.
maybe thats the best way.
oh well.
its late.
i wanna bath.
and get ready for school.
see you ard.
take care ok?
cheers.

ps:its like a balloon u see.go figure.

upupup.

2005-10-24T22:20:00.000+08:00

up yours.
hahaha.
hello.
went to city hall after break-fast.
meet zaty.
she needs to talk.
yeah.
be brave aite.
insyaallah.
everything will be ok.
like i say.
be yourself.
have confidence.
think positive.
but dont think to positive.
i repeat DONT.
ive been through those things before u know.
so just try to get along.
im sure u can.
yes yes.
went to padang.
took stupid pictures of ourself.
and make a photo experiment.
hahaha.
fun rite.
went to long john.
standard.
combo 2.
hahaha.
its been a long time i didnt eat long john.
bought coleslaw for my sister.
long john's coleslaw is nice.
very very nice.
oh wells,
i so need a job.
ill be working at yaya's place.
maybe.
i dont know.
its at coffee bean.
takashimaya.
the bigest coffee bean in Singapore if im not mistaken.
yah.
think so.
went home and saw aidil.
sat with him for awhile.
smoke buddies.
hahaha.
then went home.
hahaha.
tired ah geng.
and im kinda hyper today.
hahaha.
little high little low.
go figure.
bye.

upitoipia.

2005-10-23T13:57:00.000+08:00

bloody sunday!
urgh!.
oh wells.
yesterday went out with my cousins.
yusri,aman and irwan.
hit town again.
they bought some shirts and jeans.
fuckens.
hahaha.
then we went to taman rose.
break our fast there.
bought hot plate combo.
and its like whoa!.
superbly bestly delisiously temptingly eaten.
*power-rangerness
ok shud up.
after that went to the link bridge at the third floor.
smokes.
and walked them to the mrt.
they got to go home early because of some reasons.
yes yes.
meet kak yani at mc.cafe
went to coffee bean at wheelock place.
the workers are so nice.
they give us free snapple.
hahaha.
regular customer,
what can i say.
*laffs.
bought cheesecakes.
and well,
as usual.
talk about stuffs like that.
yes yes.
she had to go home because shes working today.
so took 190 from fareast to city hall.
went to the bridge infront fullerton hotel.
usual place.
sat down and reflect,think.
the usual things.
u know.
then called yan.
and thank god.
hes at city hall.
meet him at 7 eleven
and have a free ride home.
thanks!

on the way home.

2005-10-22T12:13:00.000+08:00

heyy.
meet garret yesterday.
meet him at pasir ris control station.
proceed to city hall.
as usual.
ate at taman rose.
hahaha.
hot plate chicken please.
i ordered an additional fried won ton.
like whoa.
nice like fuck.
walked ard town.
so peaceful.
hahaha.
settled down at coffee bean.
bought snapple and cheesecakes.
talking talking talking.
earlier yaya called.
yaya said that she saw me at town.
then suddenly when me and garret was enjoying the tempting cheesecake,
she called.
she asked me to join them.
garret got to go home early.
some stuffs going on.
so, meet yaya and the rest at mc.Cafe
such a sweet couple.
yaya and his bf.
hahaha.
shitonics.
bought some drinks.
took alot of pics.
took pics with sky.
and guess what,
i look sepet in the pic.
kanina.
went home at about 11.
and done.
today hitting town again.
maybe.
not so sure.
alrite.
taking care.
cheers.

the tranquility in your eyes..
the exquisiteness in your smile..
missingness in me..

the the.

2005-10-21T14:54:00.000+08:00

hello.
uber bored ah at home.
nothing to do.
yes yes.
meeting garret at town later.
with his friend maybe.
i dont know.
uargh!
i think im sick.
i need a pencil and a paper.
go figure.
yesterday meet kak yani.
usual place.
making nuisence of ourself.
stupid old thinggy.
*laffs.
the "drinking and dragging coke" game
fun tho.
hahaha.
usually we talk about stuffs.
but,
we didnt feel like talking about stuffs yesterday.
all we think about is fun.
doing weird things.
taking weird pics.
u know.
mr cameraman.
hehe
yesterday was one of the most kecoh-rable day.
like seriously.
hahaha
ill pray for more kecoh-rable day k?
hahaha.
i wanna bath and get dress ah.
meeting garret at 4.
urgh!.
bye2.
take care all
cheers.

dearest kak yani,
may you have a blissful marriage soon.
and many many children to come.
thanks for the talks and advises.
the laffs and the joys.
may happiness leads your way.
be a good mother.
ill be behind ur back.
congratulations once again.

apit.

heyy.

2005-10-20T17:39:00.000+08:00

happy birthday wan hippo.
happy birthday abg wan.
and
happy birthday mom.
yes yes.
im not in the lala mood nowadays.
and my heart is made of steel.
no worries apit.
go figure.

ps: the thanks.

whats yours is meant to be yours.

2005-10-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

whats yours is meant to be yours.
go figure.
yes yes.
went out today.
meet garret at tampines interchange.
he need to me paul.
to get some stuffs.
then paul the sebok-er.
followed us to city hall.
fuckenics.
meet hafiz ah bedok.
walk to riverside.
chill.
hahaha.
talk crap.
and nonscence.
hahaha.
went to penin to get gerret's shirts.
and pauls shoes.
his shoes are like yucks!
not nice sia.
hahaha.
hafiz and paul go home at about 5.
left with me and garret.
hey hey.
ive meet a new friend.
a good one.
his name is garret.
very fun to be with.
and hes understanding.
we went to orchard.
break fast at taman rose.
as usual.
then chill at coffee bean.
i and him enjoy the cheesecake we bought.
superb.
nice.
and tempting.
then we talk about our stuffs.
our problems.
yes yes.
i and garret are in the same situation.
yes yes.
as he say,
whats yours is meant to be yours.
superb word.
and thats the word of the day.
haha.
alot of things we talk about.
ALOT.
and thank god.
hes understanding.
its good to have those type of people around.
yes yes.
we went home at about 9.30
hahaha.
cause we are tired.
hahaha.
ok lah guys.
i gtg lah.
tomorrow schooling.
the judgement day.
URGH!..
anything else?
anyone?
done.

gone is seconds.

2005-10-18T11:34:00.000+08:00

i went out yesterday night.
at about 11.
went to city hall.
took cab.
slack around.
as usual.
sat down at padang.
listening to my beautiful music.
talking to myself.
and asking myself some stupid questions.
i think people thinks that im crazy.
SO?
say what u scums wanna say.
i dont really care.
thank you.
ok shud up.
then saw hizam and his friends.
they are friendly and wonderfull.
sat down for awhile.
talk crap.
*luffs.
they are hitting town.
and they ask me to tag along.
but sorry eh zam.
im lacking of bucks ah.
shitonics.
i hate when im unemployed.
i need to work.
yes yes.
then i walked to 7-eleven.
bought green teas.
and some sweets.
as i was walking back.
i saw this begger.
its a she.
a grandmother i must say.
then i was like what the fuck.
kesianness.
i took some notes in my wallet.
and gave the poor nenek.
kiss her hands,and gave her the money.
she say "terima kasih eh nak"
ergh-ness.
so sad.
alrite.
its so not funny.
i went back to padang.
and enjoy the beautiful landscape.
oh so nice.
its so quite.
and the landscape is like whoa!.
sat down again.
smoke and smoke.
reflecting.
thinking about things and peoples.
fun tho.
haha.
as i looked at my watch,
its 3.30am
and i need to go home.
to cook for sahur.
shitonics.
walked to esplanade.
took a cab home.
14 bucks gone.
urgh!
cook some rice.
and some chickens and nuggets.
and asam pedas.
wake my family up.
and we ate our breakfast.
my mom helped me with the washing.
and i went to sleep.
today im going out with garret and farhan.
and some other friends.
hitting city hall again.
then at night hitting town.
maybe meeting maca at gall.
ill not be buke-ing at home today.
yes yes.
ok lah guys.
i wanna sleep ah.
lacking of sleeps.
take care all.
cheers.

ps: im still on antibiotics.

sweet comb.

2005-10-17T18:37:00.000+08:00

u are much like a sweet comb to me.
cause u combs all my hearaches
and turn it into one calm heart.

futascsagjhcsadsap.

2005-10-17T18:22:00.000+08:00

my head hurts like asgduisahdasd.
i dont have any idea y?
maybe because of the migrane thinggy.
yes yes.
went to school at 11.
took my last paper, listening compre.
yes yes.
its a what-what questions ah.
if u know what i mean.
and now my exams are officially OVER.
yes yes.
but too bad.
i still have my cases going on at school.
fighting cases.
yes yes.
hopefully the case will be settle on wednesday.
because all the parents are called down.
to discuss.
WTF!.
let it be lah.
my parents trust me.
so no worries.
my friends are so fuckeneddys.
they almost make my fasting "batal"
just now.
some of them ask for ciggies.
some ask for money.
wtf sia.
hahaha.
yesterday meet rahman.
at macdonalds.
talk cock.
hahaha.
talking about gigs.
and our band.
yes yes.
hahaha.
we are back.
its been a long long time.
because of the national service lah.
uh huh.
tomorrow ill be hitting city hall then town.
with garret and zainul.
maybe garret's friends tag along.
yeah.
im not breaking my fast at home tomorrow.
yeyness.
and ill be enjoying my tempting cheesecake again.
ok lah guys.
i wanna get ready for dinner.
dah bes.

armed by secrecy.

2005-10-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

hello!
had one of those
"late night-to-morning"
hangouts again yesterday
hahaha.
went out with my band mates,
armed by secrecy.
yes yes.
din,pendek,wan,sif and me.
but we went out without wan.
our lead guitarist.
hes busy working.
meet pendek at city hall.
at about 6.15pm
then took the train to Orchard.
meet din and siff.
yes yes.
then we went to lucky plaza.
din wanted to change some money at the money changer.
hahaha.
then we went to taman ros.
to break our fast.
but fuck.
theres no place for us to seat.
shitonics.
to we take away the foods.
and we went to our usual place to eat.
we talked cock much.
took many many pics.
hahaha.
went to arcade.
played deytona and the shooting game.
haha
fun tho.
procced to coffee bean.
to enjoy my tempting oreo cheececake and caremel with chocolate toppings.
saw my punk friends at gall.
hahaha.
after all those fun.
we went home.
hahaha.
im so tired.
today im going out jamming with them.
urgh!.
im lacking of bucks.
shitonics.
ok lah guys.
i wanna bath ah.
i need to be at pendeks house at 12.
URGH!
u are so killing me!
ok done.

ps: u are much like a sweet comb to me. cause u combs all my hearaches and turn
it into one calm heart.

flying eggs.

2005-10-15T10:31:00.000+08:00

hello hello.
wah!.
im so tired today.
yesterday night.
i went out with kak yani.
she bought me a birthday cake.
wow.
mango cake.
very nice.
hahaha.
sat down at our usual place.
hahaha.
talk about stuffs again.
the lifes.
the love ones.
hahaha.
then she had to leave cause she needs to cook
for sahur.
yes yes.
aidil called me.
he asked me to come to his house.
to smoke shee sha.
hahaha.
call the other gangs from sengkang land.
chill there and smoke shee sha.
vanilla.
superb!.
hahaha.
smoke and smoke and smoke.
went home at about 4.00am
bath.
and cook for sahur.
wake my family at 5.15am
my sister gave me a bday present.
a levis 501 jeans.
and a sweater.
very nice sweater.
hahaha
thanks.
my dad bought for me ciggs.
mum gave me bucks cause she dont know what to buy for me.
and nenek gave me a kiss on the chick.
and gave me 2 dollars.
hahaha.
i wash the plates and BUSH!
i went to sleep.
and now.
im here infront of the comp.
doing nothing.
exams are OVER.
yeyness.
im so glad that everything is over.
and the time has come to enjoy!.
yey-yey.
im going out today.
meeting the bands.
hahaha.
hitting town today.
hoped ill be having fun with the gangs later on.
yes yes.
im going out at 5.
meet them at 6.
maybe we are breaking out fast at taman ros.
or old changki?
hahahah!
ok lah guys.
i need to do some other stuffs in my room.
take care again.
cheers.

never never.

2005-10-14T11:08:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
good morning.
left my key at home.
luckily dads at home.
thank god.
yes yes.
had my LAST PAPER! just now
yeyness.
*bliss in me.
ok shut up.
hahaha.
waited for the "urk ark ark" teacher, mr sundram.
and he gave me back my handphone and mp3!
wow!.
hahaha.
alrite.
today im gonna smoke many-many.
wahahaha.
its been 1 week i didnt smoke.
fuckens.
tomorrow im going out with pendek and gangs.
we gonna hit town tomorrow.
yes yes.
exams are over.
OVER.
and its time to enjoy.
yes yes.
ok lah guys.
i wanna sleep.
im tired.
and i have to cook for dinner today.
anything else?
anyone?
done.

ps:HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY APIT!

the rookie year.

2005-10-13T14:34:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
new skin.
new song too.
haha.
but i cant hide the window media player.
shits shits.
but its ok.
ill ask lynn for help later.
shes the blogger KING!
expert.
yes yes.
9 and half more hours to go
for the big day.
ok lah guys.
gtg now.
i wanna do some stuffs.
take care all.

the apit la.

2005-10-11T13:10:00.000+08:00

hey hey.
achness is coming back!.
shitonics.
had my SS and CPA exams just now.
yes yes.
i can do the paper.
SS is easy
CPA is not easy.
3 more days dudes.
haha.
saturday is my busy day.
maybe im hitting town with my band mates.
its been a long time.
hahaha.
shee sha again.
maybe lah.
*laffs.
having a migrane during fasting month
is probably one of the
most horrible experiences
ive ever had.
usually in these kinda situations,
i would drink lots of water and take panadol.
but then both my migrane strikes are during the day.
so yeah
i was suffering like shit for 12 hours.
i felt like my head could burst anytime soon.
this 12 hour headache is probably one of the longest ive ever had.
urgh!
ok lah guys.
i wanna watch wedding crashers.
my sister said that its a funny story.
ok lah guys.
take care all.
anything else, anyone?
done.

tomoastasing.

2005-10-10T20:51:00.000+08:00

i hate feeling left out.
i had this dream yesterday.
*laffs
i saw this cargo plane taking off from a military base.
then all of a sudden,
missiles and i dunno what artillery
were shooting towards the plane.
the plane dropped off it's cargo first and exploded.
and the cargoes were all missiles that were in crates.
suddenly everyone started running
including me
because of the raining missiles.
i ran towards this bunker and
it had a machine gun in it.
i looked up and started shooting at this weird alien ship
that was attacking the base.
then i woke up.
dammit.
it was one of the best dreams ive ever had.
shitonics.
although it WILL be scary if it was true.
i think ive been watching to much gundam SEED destiny..
because all the weird artillery
looked like they were from that show.
oo bad there were no mobile suits.
hmm.
i better go watch some more.
*laffs.
im out to study.
(**,)
see you guys ard.
take care all.
cheers.

ps: 4 more days to the big day.

habitat.

2005-10-08T18:13:00.000+08:00

wei wei.
oh hello.
hit geylang with my family.
oh so boring.
im a very patient person.
but one thing that i cant stand is going to geylang to shop.
like seriously.
the bazzar.
*urgh
and the fact that it has been like 3 years since
ive been there explains it all.
im not going there anymore until it's 2008.
*laffs
going to geylang always tests my patience.
other than being shouted at and being scolded.
i mean
the place is crowded,
little children running around everywhere,
tight spaces,
me and my sis was like "urgh..rimas..panas!"
i dont really like crowded place.
geylang for example.
the hawkers downstairs shouting "lai lai, come come, mari mari"
and of course, to my mother.
i heard this hawker shouting
"ah mari kak, mari! amik amik! murah je..."
which means
"take it take it! it's cheap!"
which i find utterly ridiculous
because if you're telling us to take it,
then what's the point of telling us it's cheap?
i mean, taking is already FREE!
how can taking be cheap?
get what i mean?
*setupid is the word
yes yes.
and about my mother.
heh..
it's just that when we go to geylang,
i cant trust her.
like seriously!
she once said, "don't worry. we'll just stop by for 5 minutes".
that was in last year.
you know how long her 5 minutes was?
2 pathetic HOURS.
just 5 minutes of shopping
in joo chiat complex and i feel like going home already.
so take note, if you ever feel like going to geylang
no matter which part of geylang.
dont ask me along.
thanks but no thanks.

itopia

2005-10-06T16:31:00.000+08:00

hey hey
the round one is back
yes im back.
been so tired lately.
both body n mind.
dont even have the mood to update my blog.
in case u all have been wandering how ive been,
ive been ok.
just ok.
mostly downs.
yes yes.
had my english exams just now.
its a wow!
im so happy.
because i can do the paper.
u know.
yah.
but i have difficulties doing the composition thinggy.
shitonics.
nvm.
i gave my best.
yes yes.
my hand is healing.
probably by next week.
yes yes.
so.
kody went to my place after school just now
he need to use the comp.
and he wanted to play my bass guitar.
yes yes.
downloading stupid songs.
hahaha
and he keep asking me for food.
wtf!
its our fasting month lah cibai!
hahaha
opps.
haha.
its the starting of the fasting month.
yes yes
and i have to wake up early.
around 4am
to help my mother cook.
my sister is the most indolent people in my family.
lazy like fuck.
yes yes
i have no idea what to cook tomorrow.
mum told me to buy "rempah mee soto" after school
maybe we are gonna cook it tomorrow.
and we are going to use our secret ingredients.
nyehehehe.
its gonna taste superb for sure.
wargh2!
ok lah guys.
tomorrow is my malay paper.
eleh.
chicken feet
hehehe.
need to study.
blog again soon aite?
and im still on antibiotics.
if u know what i mean.

its just a sweet dream.

2005-10-02T01:53:00.000+08:00

its 1.54 am in the morning.
and i cant sleep
so i decided to blog again.
rite.
i guess its over for me.
ive broken my own promise.
broken a precious promise to myself.
tsk.
its true lah.
im a loser.
fuck!
im crestfallen.
nvm lah.
what is done is done.
i cant do anything about it anymore.
i cant reach it.
its tooo far for me.
im not suitable enough.
and im not that good enough.
its a no-no for me.
i still can remember
when im a primary kid.
a group bullied me.
throw me in the muds.
took my sweets away.
and took my money.
and they said that im a loser.
they rub it in my face.
"apit loser yey-yey!"
i know u guys will find it funny.
go ahead and laugh as mush as u can.
laugh at me.
guess what.
its true that im a loser.
i fucking remembered it!
im not joking.
and im not lying.
ill swear if u want me to.
dsafkfgbfuidfkdsjf
after all the blissness.
i realised that its just a dream.
a sweet dream.
and its history.
good luck,good mate.
all the best aite?
ur wish will come true soon.
insyaallah.
my fireworks are gone now.
theres nothing left.
but im still fonding.
bye2 dream.
*sighing

over apit,over.

archermies.

2005-10-01T23:29:00.000+08:00

rain rain go away.
come again another day.
hahaha.
went out to study with zainul sahil and zul.
haha.
i studied ALOT just now.
fuh!
stressed.
luckily zul and sahil spared me and zainul some of their chigs.
zainul, the "big head-small body" guy had to go home early
because he needs to visit his grandmother in the hospital.
so we accompany him to the traffic light.
then i proceed to zul's house.
sahil went home to get some bucks for the soccer match
then he meet us under zul's void deck.
haha.
we took the bus to tampines interchange
meet the archermies.
me,farhan,mark,garret,hafiz,zul,sahil and another guy.
cant remember the name.
opps.
hahaha.
its fun being with them.
so friendly.
like garret and his friend mark.
*laffs
then we bought some tix for the match.
and yayness,
tampines scored 5 goals in the second half.
its a wow!
hahaha.
after the match we went to S-11
for our dinner.
i dont eat much.
just bought some fries.
yes yes
then we chill at a chilled place.
have some chigs.
then proceed home.
alrite.
alighted at CP
meet kak yani.
talk about stupid things.
haha.
and some stuffs related to our lifes.
yes yes.
fun tho.
next two months is ur big day sis.
congrats.
gonna be a mother soon huh?
haha.
good luck!
she wanted to treat me liquor and beers.
fuck lah.
i dont drink anymore lah.
the last time we drank together at padang was last year!
last pathetic year!
hahaha.
switched off.
bought the big bottle.
green tea.
hahaha.
after the loooonnngg talk,
she walked me to the taxi stand.
i was like "why...?"
she stopped the taxi and gave me some bucks for the taxi fare.
*laffs
i refused to take it.
but she forced me to.
she told me that my face look tired and stressed.
*sighing
took the money and went home
thanks eh!
haha
and now im tired.
and abit cock ups in life.
shitonics to the core!
*laffs
now i know how issit feel when u dont have handphones.
i so miss my handphone!
and i need mt mp3 back!
blardy hell u!
ok lah.
wanna kaparonies.
my stomach gives me problems.
and it makes me sick.
stomach ach i think.
yah.
see you.
take care all.
cheers to the archermies.

did u smsed me?

smukeroooo.

2005-09-30T19:11:00.000+08:00

handphone and mp3 was confiscated.
im totally pissed off.
that so call "urk ark ark" teacher.
that blardy hell monkey shitonics indolent shithead!
good bye.

how so spell bye ah?

peeeeek.

2005-09-29T16:06:00.000+08:00

oh hello.
wahahaha.
my hand is freeking urgh-ing me again.
shitonics.
it takes time to heal.
yes yes.
had a good sleep yesterday.
*claps
but i slept late tho.
haha.
talked on the phone with pendek.
talk about stuffs.
nothing much happen today at school.
paying attention all the way.
whahaha.
i so need my ice-kacang.
argh!
my nenek is too busy with her hair lah.
the white hairs.
u know.
and now,
theres no one gonna make my fav. ice kacang.
my nenek's ice kacang is the best in the whole universe.
super nice and super original.
*laffs
she keep calling and shouting my name.
and she will ask me to cabut her ubans.
wahahaha.
its fun tho.
rite.
and now,
here im sitting infront of the monitor.
nothing to do.
i have no clue what to write.
wahahaha.
im simply oblivious and brain dead.
sometimes i dont feel like blogging.
bluergh-ness.
boredom is mainly caused by the timing of it all.
seriously.
but then i have nothing else to do at home.
i mean now lah.
haha.
dsakdahsksadadasjkgduksahda.
my mother is slowly driving me up the wall.
she seems to run out of patience.
she nags , shout and cant seem to stop
commanding everyone in the house.
even nenek is angry
and was irritated by her words.
maybe shes stress larh.
i can see it in her face.
but i dont dare to ask her why is she so stressed.
its a no-no.
she found my sis's ash ray yesterday.
and that really pissed her off.
think so.
or maybe shes stressed about her loads of works at her office.
no one knows.
*sigh
i so need a job.
fuckens.
i will go for job hunting as soon as i finish my examinations.
maybe at coffee bean.
and for the stress part,
maybe i should get myself a pet-cat?
BAH!
im off studying soon.
september is ending soon.
and my EOY examinations is soon.
freeking soon.
and i need to STUDY.
alrite.
am i hyper-active today?
yeyness!
i feel happy today!
ok shut up.
im shooing.
see you guys ard.
ill update soon.
take care all.

double urgh!

2005-09-28T15:17:00.000+08:00

skipped my maths extra lesson.
i went home.
im still on my antibiotics.
and i need to rest.
my hand is still in pain.
im tired.
sleepy too.
and still in urgh.
and im weak.
my battery is low.
and my bucks is going low too.
ill update again later at night.
and now
im shooing away.
*waves

wheres my super glue?

its urgh-ing

2005-09-27T23:45:00.000+08:00

can u spare me a cigarettes?
im urgh-ing and i need super glue.

life is just like a drawing without an eraser.
theres no turing back.
look ahead apit.
insyallah.
god is testing u apit.
think wisely apit.
think.
its just a test from god.

i cant sleep.
im out to 7-eleven guys.
as usual.
u know.
rite.
take care all.
nytes.

esdgvhjbyjgfhjbhjkb

2005-09-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

urgh!
my hand is hurting me.
shitonics.
just came back home with mum.
went to pharmacy.
bought some bandage for my injured hand and some pain killer pills.
urgh!
its so hurting me.
and im currently typing with a hand.
and it makes me stupid.
ok shh.

kaparonies.

2005-09-25T14:02:00.000+08:00

heys.
so yesterday didnt meet the weirdos.
kak yani's mum is hospitalised.
hope aunty is doing fine.
relex k kakak?
everything is gonna be alrite.
yes yes
so all of them went home.
yes yes.
i went home and i cant sleep.
so i watched WWE.
hahaha!
fun!.
very fun!
wahahaha.
but in the end i still manage to sleep lah.
yes yes.
slept late.
about 4.30
yes yes
and i just woke up.
aidil came over to take my bass.
cause his band is performing at full moon bar today.
yes yes.
sorry guys.
i cant make it today.
im tired and sleepy.
yes yes.
*yawn
and i have alot of topics to cover.
exams are coming guys.
hoped u understand aite.
k thanks.
so alrite lah guys.
i wanna eat my breakfast and i wanna bath.
take care all.
cheers.

i know rite.

2005-09-25T00:10:00.000+08:00

smucks-smucks.
hey hey low.
haha.
im so happy today.
oh so happy.
first went out with yaya and gangs.
hahaha
went out from my house at about 3
yah.
then meet them at bugis at about 4.
and gave yaya the pressie.
shes so happy!
wahahaha.
happy birthday boncet!
wahahaha.
then went shopping with them at PARCO.
we took neo prints.
oh so kental.i was forced.
wahahha.
took stupid pics of us.
-laffs
we had fun lah overall.
then we took a cab to far east.
went shopping again.
sky and yaya bought the same jeans.
wahahaha.
its kinda vintage pants ah.
very nice.
unique.
then we go to the usual place.
smokes.and talk about stuffs.
then we ate at taman rose.issit taman rose?
wahaha
ate wan ton and chicken rice.
fuh!
super-nice like FUCK!
serious shit sia.
haha
then we walked to wisma
yaya bought her shoes.
and sky bought her hair clip.
yes yes.
proceed to lucky plaza.
played detona.
wahaha.
after that then they went off.
thanks ey guys.
alrite.
so meet cheesecake.
she at cheesecake.
haha.
and i drank chocolate caramel.
fuh!
power dok.
bought 2 sour apple honey sticks.
one for me and her.
and fuck!
i left my honey stick there
hahaha.
she laught at me.
hehehe
then i bring her to the wrong bus stop.
shitonics.
i was freeking blur and selenger just now.
she laught at me again.
whahaha.
proceed to far east
took the bus to Suntec
hahaha.
then walked to esplanade.
fun lah.
settle down at esplanade
watch the indie rock bands playing.
the last tranmission was superb
i like them.
and they play cover from muse.
*claps
after their band we went for a walk.
talk about my story ghost stories.
wahahaha.
is fun lah being with her.
very kentot.
took the train home with her.
she told me that shes hyper active.
haha.
"i know right.."
wahahaha!
i tripped alot today.
about 6 or 7
hahaha.
and she actually count the number ive triped today.
*laffs.
then meet my sis at pasir ris to carry some stuffs.
haha.
and later at nite.
i will be going out.
meeting the weirdos.
yes yes
most probably will be talking about stuffs lah.
wahaha
ok lah guys
gtg now
take care aite?
haha
and thanks cheescake.
alrite lah.
sayonaras.
kaporchinos.
yos yos.
chioew.
bye!

geeegeeeeegeeeeeelo

2005-09-24T01:46:00.000+08:00

achness and stressness
sticks in me.
argh!
my body still achs.
fuck!
im stressed at home.
so noisy.
*sigh
alrite.
today moday
im going out
with my long lost friends
my skinhead times mates
close friends too.
haha.
those were the days.
im going out with pendek,sky and yaya
its yaya's birthday.
hahaha.
well.
i hoped that we will be having fun later on.
yes yes
and later at night
maybe ill be meeting the someone.
yeah.
hope so.
alrite lah guys.
i wanna get dressed.
take care ey...
bye2.

think!

2005-09-22T18:42:00.000+08:00

I figured.
A HAMMER IS CALLED A HAMMER BECAUSE IT HAMMERS.
*laffs.
miss her today.
where are u?
haha
ok shud up.
yes yes.
im going out soon
wanna buy my goal keeper gloves
for tomorrows match.
and
im off studying.
see you guys tomorrow aite?
k.
goodnight guys.
bye2.

in awww..

2005-09-21T16:53:00.000+08:00

hello..
meet again my friends
yes yes
i didnt have time to blog yesterday.
busy with homeworks.
damn, my room's in a mess
i will clear it soon
all the memories of my failed primary times and loads of books
realised lately I read so much.
i mean really alot
guess I had a love for reading.
yes yes
so went to the maths extra lessons.
it was ok la.
no comments
haha.
today is one of the blurest day
i dont know why am im so so blur today
even my teacher said that im so blur today
and she ask y?
guess what i do?
i say hello
and i walked away.
issnt that setupid?
hmmm..
maybe im thinking about someone or somethings
i dont know
*laffs
im in "awww" lah guys
shes such a sweet girl.
ok lah gangs
septembers is gonna end soon.
and exams are around the corner
need to study dudes.
haha.
time passes so fast huh?
yeah.
ok lah guys
see you around soon aite?
take care all
cheers.

ps : tenderness in me.

umm

2005-09-19T16:40:00.000+08:00

..........testing.......... testing..........
testicles..........*coughcough*.....
hahaha
well-oh-wells
yes yes..
went to school as usual
never late
hehehe
im so glad that i gave my full attention to the class just now
yes yes
and the cock up thinggy was
the teacherS gave us 5 homeworks
wtf! and i have to complete it by wednesday
hello mister and mdm, are u crazy?!
blardy hell!
shitonics!
nvm lah.
exams are coming
so like i say,
i need to work hard to get super good results
yes yes
so, had my physics class just now after school
yeah. its quite fun
get to learn new things
yes yes
hahaha
went home with Park,Sun lai and kody
wahahha
then when im inside the bus
my mother sms-ed me
she said that
"abang,adik,apit..mak yam and kak yana masuk hospital
sakit demam denggi"
and i was like WTF!
i called my mother then
she told me that everythings is gonna be fine
and she told me not to worry
yes yes
hope they will be fine.
insyaallah.
alrite
i think my love is growing and growing every single day and seconds
but what should i do?
i dont want to make my friend sad
or dissappointed
and hes my good friend
always there for me
haiz
all i have to do is to fond her
sigh*
i will wait for her.
yah sure
but its like a fair competition
best man wins
argh! fuck!
y am i saying this things
so so
my oh my
she is like a mercy
sent to me to stop me
from going straight to hell
yah
its damn true.
she mean more than anyone or anything in this world,
even though ive only known her
for this short period of time.
i will promise to myself that i will wait
haiz
okok
and now i have unfinished business to be done
need to complete my works
so that i will not rush
and i have to study!
i'm simply lazy and i love to sleep!
wahahaha
jkjk
argh!
ok lah guys
need some rest ah
im getting sicker and sicker
i wish i have some cash to see the doc.
haha
bye2.

ps: to fond u.

ilusspamc

2005-09-18T19:46:00.000+08:00

heyy hey
im back to blogging
god as usual
im sitting here infront of this pathetic monitor
with a stuck up face feelin bored
hahaha.
yes yes
so bored lah at home
tired too.
i just dunno wat else to do at home
i guess spending 10 mins
typin crap is not a bad idea
yea!!
*laffs
chat with a new friend just now
hes name is zack
suddently he pm-ed me and ask me for a help
so zack.
well
writing letters to express your
feelings of being
unjustified is not good,
especially when your culture
does not encourage
you to be vocal
and to speak up
to your parents.
and writing letters
to express your feelings
of being unjustified is not good,
especially when you have
not reflected on the wrongdoings
that you have committed prior
to submitting the letter.
and writing letters to express
your feelings of being unjustified is
definitely not good if your parents feel
that you've been taking advantage
of their care and love.
therefore, you will be
in deep shit for doing that.
seriously.
and if you were aggressive
enough in your letter,
your parents might actually vent
their anger and frustration
towards your other siblings,
who know nuts
about your situation.
and if you're lucky,
your parents might start to cool down
and talk to you only
after a week of silence.
and before that happens,
you might actually be criticised
day and night
till you cannot take it anymore.
i hope you can handle it, tho
i've been through what
you're going through.
all except for the letter writing, of course.
i find that so unnecessary.
hoped u understand this piece of crap
my english is not that "power"
good i must say.
haha
so hope ur doing fine aites?
and so..
shitonics!
im sick today
flu and fever
cough too
didnt go to the doc
cause i have only 50cents in my wallet
fucking ridiculous!
(is that the rite spelling)
hahaha
*opps
hope i will be able to come back to
school tomorrow
so i took 2 pills of "extra panadols" just now
feel much better then.
perhaps, abit dizzy
urgh!
and now
my body starts aching again
whats up yo!
*sigh
ive been spending my money on ciggerates
it makes my money go low
*darn
im trying to cut down tho.
yes yes
tomorrow is monday
need to go back to school
and study very hard
its time for me to buck up
gosh!
ive not been studying this weekend
hahas
ok shut up
shhhh.
but atleast ive started studying.
yes i do.
hehe..
yaya boncet's birthday is
fast approching this sunday
so the whole gang might be going
somewhere to enjoy
yes yes.
the whole gang as in me , pendek , yaya and sky
wahahha
k lah
i think i wanna sleep
i'm simply lazy and i love to sleep.
kuangs3
k lah
thats it
till next update
take care all..

yah-ber-dah-ber-doo

2005-09-18T11:17:00.000+08:00

hey hey low!
goody good morning!
yes yes
im so tired
yesterday went out with pendek
although theres only me and pendek,
but is fun
we are the bengaps
or also known as the weirdos
wahaha
we do some weirdy-weird stuffs
hahaha
but its fun lah
we had fun yesterday
if only sky and yaya was there
they are busy lah.
they need to work
haha
its ok
next week is yaya's birthday
we will be together again
yes yes
so..
yesterday pendek and me were suppose to meet up at 4.30 pm
but that idiot was half an hour late
SHITONICS!
hahaha
gi beli handphone lah babi!
nyaaaahhhh!
wahahahaha
we proceed to far east
walked here and there
took the "secret photo" picture.
wahahahaha
cool pic
but the pic is not for under 18
hehehehe
*evillllll
wahhaha
then we went to eat at LGS
standard ahh
combo 2
wahaha
then we bought coleslaw
i love them
very nice
my favourite
wahahaha
then pendek bought cookies from SUBWAY
hahaha
very nice
biggy big cookies
wahahaha
and it cost only a dollar
issnt it fantastic?
wahaha
then we walked to HMV
listen to some songs
i here to embrace
very chilling song
wahaha
sheeter is nice too
then i listen to malmsteen
fuh!
his solos
is superb!
wahahaha
we proceed to the Everlast Boxing Shop
as pendek wants to survey the price of the golves and the puncing bag
he is so desperate and enthusiastic to buy the boxing stuffs after hes pay
wahahaha
went to our smokes club
haha
took some stupid pictures
wahaha
then we walked to the nearest starbucks
bought the Chocolate Caramel with whipped cream
sat down there
and we are trying to immitate the high class !
wahahaha
fun ah
then we took the bus to Suntec City
we bought some honey sticks
the honey sticks is NICE!
super duper nice nice!
i like the clover,sour apple and the water melon
very nice!
i love em
we walked to esplanade
and took some stupid pics again
wahahaha
cool shit!
haha
we sat down at esplanade area
talk about stuffs
ask some advices from pendek
thanks bro
i realli appreciate it
then we make some stupid jokes about people around us
wahahaha
then we walked to our usual place
COURT!
make some experiments on photo taking
the pictures we took are unique!
very unique
wahahaha
then we sat down at the Coleman's bus stop
smoke for a while
then we proceed home
hahaha
and the best thing is,
i can survive although i have $11.60 for my pocket money yesterday!
power eh?
-laffs-
and now i have 50cents in my wallet
urgh!
wahahahha
and oh yah,
i will put up some pics soon
yes yes
ok lah guys
i wanna eat the laksa mee
my moms cooking
habahabahaba
ok lah dudes
see you next time on scatter-brains @ mediacorp dot com
hehehe
jkjk
bye2

hey llow!

2005-09-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

heyy llooww
wahahaha
today is the best day ever!
not best day ever lah.
i mean today is one of the best day
wahahaha
first, when i came to school
i found a dollar on the bus
then at school i got back my report book!
that was the best!
im so shocked to get such a wonderful results
my form teacher was shocked too
and my parents were speechless
wakakaka
i got 63.80 for my overall
omg!
is that great?
im so happy!
wahahaha
what a great improvement ive achieve
yey-ness to myself.
tremendously great i must say..
wahahaha
ok
then farhan musa went to my house just now
haha
followed me to take my boots
hahaha
then went to his house
to take his boots
hahaha
played soccer at the court
then went home
with zainul and farhan
was great ah
went to smokes club
haha
then sat down at interchange and talk about stuffs
sharing problems
hahaha
very understangding
yes yes
then went home
wahahha
kwang3
ok lah guys
i wanna eat my grill BBQ chicken with extra sauce
hehe
bye2

old right

2005-09-15T18:19:00.000+08:00

hey heyy
today is pendek's 16th birthday
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRO
well.
today the outing was canceled
pendek cant make it
hes bz i think
and we posponed it to saturday

today school was fun
went to the MRL
2 times!
wahahaha
sleep with zainul
wahahahaha
have my physics test today
errmm
its a no-no
difficult
very!
wahaha
but atleast i tried my best
went home with kody,wan and hamdan
haha
went to the library
read some books
wahaha
i just love reading books
then wan and me do some stupid stuffs
haha
the game of imagining
hehehe
fun giler nak mampos!
hamdan is a fucking gay!
serious shit!
but funny ah
wahahaha
that mr.bodo nak mampos guy
hahaha
alrite
exams are coming
i have to start studing
haha
ok lah guys.
ok?
ok!

yakey ker boo

2005-09-14T15:58:00.000+08:00

urgh!
lacking of chigs again
hahaha
nvm
went to school with wan chinese
give him a stick
smokes at the usual place
haha
school was fun
fights between zul and daniel
tsk tsk tsk
haha
went to smokes club after school
as usual
haha
with zul,sahil and zainul
then headed to school
followed zul
cause he need to see that idiotic teacher
haha
walked to interchange
sat down at the bus stop
hahaha
talk about stuffs
bluergh!
then i went home
hahaha!
bored lah dey
nothing to do at home
friends are busy with their own stuffs
nah
its fine with me
i understand guys
yes yes
im the lone gransazers ranger remember?
i went out alone EVERYTIME!
hahaha
for those who know me out there
u should know it.
yes yes

i think im in love.
yes
i think
serious shit
but i guess theres no point of loving her now
a good friend of mine likes her
love her
and hes willing to fall for her
and i dont like to burn relationships
its no good
he will get upset with me
so its erm erm for now
not now la
haiz
if only..
nevermind
ill be waiting
i swear i will be waiting
insyaallah
maybe she have a slight feeling on me
maybe
the guy up there knows..
yes yes
the only thing i have to do is fond her
to fond her so so much
i just love u baby
yes baby
love u so much
haiz

to fond but not in love

hmm
tomorrow is pendeks 16th birthday
we will be going out together with sky and yaya!
yey!
the good old days
its always us
me , pendek , sky , and yaya
im the rOund one
pendek is the emo kid
sky is the gilerest
and yaya is the boncet girl
hehe
thank you so much guys!
we will have fun tomorrow k?
as usual
court at padang or town or esplanade
ok?
cant wait for tomorrow
haha
need to deposit some cash
or ill have no cash tomorrow!
argh!
haha
ok lah guys i wanna do some stuffs larh
see you again tomorrow
bye2

ps: is this my fate of life?
i can never be right
or is this just the end
still i remain as it's seen

jacko!

2005-09-13T20:28:00.000+08:00

hello dudes.
heyhey
went to school as usual
finish my last stick when walking to school
mdm wani saw me smoking
but she kept quite
haha
school was superb
good compliments coming from the teachers
yey!
hahaha
ive been a good boy issit?
haha
alrite
fuck!i failed my SS test
first time tho
failed by 2 marks
"come apit! is that the best u can do?!"
hahaha.
i can get better results if i try harder next time
yes yes
buy chigs after school
do some business with members
haha
fun lah
then went home and
meet keling under my block
he gave me back my soccer boots
had my lunch
and PUMMP!
out of house.
went to school for soccer training!
im in the first choice!
OMG!
im shocked
when Mr.David said that im in the first choice!
hehehe
then went to eat at 566
proceed to the smokes club
have some chigs
with farhan,hafia,majid and zainul
haha
then went home
and now im sleepy
as usual!
haha
alrite
this week is my working day!
hahaha
this time is at sembawang
fuck!
need to cook again
hahaha!
ok lah guys
wanna eat my dinner with nenek!
ok lah busuk2 dan kentot2
till then,
ting tau pbeh!
cheow!
bye!

kekuntuans!

2005-09-12T16:00:00.000+08:00

wahahaha!
kekuntuans!
alrite
today is the fisrt day of school
term 4 dok!
wahahaha
fun lah at school
quite,peace, and cooling
i like the weather today
RAINING!
hehehe
went home with farhan
went to smokes club with him
smokes and smokes
talk about soccer training
shitonics!
then went to B1
buy some sushi!
whoowhoo
then took bus no. 88 home
yes yes
then
yesterday
my mum and my sister
joined force
to cut my hair
triming lah i must say
-laffs-
i was like, WTF!
what hair style also i dunno
but yet my friends say that its nice
haha
nvm lah
luckily my mum and sister cut it for me
they say its nice
ok lah
whatever
ok lah guys
i wanna cook ah
my mum didnt cook today
shes working overtime today
guess i have to cook for the family
alrite lah
bye2 idiots!

yahhhhhoooooO!

2005-09-10T22:53:00.000+08:00

today is FUN!
F.U.N FUN!
hahahaha
went out late today
meet up with taufiq,tim and akiff
they wanted me to follow them
hahahaha
so went to beach road again!
hahaha
follow akiff,taufiq and tim went to buy their stuffs
then treat akiff and taufiq foods and drinks
whooo
the mee goreng is SUPERB!
spicy like hell!
feel like crying when eating the mee goreng
hahaha
serious shit sia
the mee goreng is nice!
oh so pedas nak mampos!
hahaha
then took the train
went to dass
chill with them
talk cock
hahaha
making jokes about sahil
hahahaha!
shitonics!
then went home!
hahaha
today was fun ah
although im not that close to them
but they brighten up my day
thanks!
hahaha
ok lah!
wanna kerparanoni!
tired leh!
wahahahha
see you!
bye2
cheers!

ps: have confidence, be brave, be yourself and think positive!

lone grandsazers rangers!

2005-09-09T22:07:00.000+08:00

alrite.
today woke up late
at about 3?
yah.
had a goody good dream
but i cant remember lah
kwang3
but i feel happy when i woke up
hahaha
my POSB card is broken into 2!
fuckeneddys!
then went to CP alone
went to the bank
and replace a new card
hehehe
then i sat near the bank
then look at the tv in the bank
its channel new asia
suddently
something appear at the bottom of the screen
the latest new is
"head found in back behind Orchard MRT"
i was like
wtf!
hahaha
who sia the psychopath?
tsk tsk tsk
then get my new card
draw some money
then proceed to beach road
bought some stuffs
and then went to town
town is getting lamer and lamer
the same old thing
hahaha
sat down alone there
smoke a stick
then saw yan
hahaha
hes muscular!
very muscular!
hahaha
now he is working at carefore
wahahaha
talk for awhile
make friends with hes girl,liza
friendly tho
hahaha
they went off
cause they wanna meet some other friends
then took a bus to bugis
roam there
then i bought a watch!
a black adidas watch!
yey!
hahaha
then went my work place
hahaha
use to work there
haha
then went to pendek's work place
but hes not there
hahaha
waited for bus no 80
then went to CP again and buy foods for my parents and nenek
hehehe
nenek wanted to eat wan ton mee
mum and dad want KFC
so bought the foods for them
hahahah
and now im enjoying my temping
ice kacang again
hahaha
ok lah guys
i wanna eat
then i wanna sleep.
adios amigos!

entity!

2005-09-08T17:40:00.000+08:00

siallah!
total it will be 5 or 7 times im experiencing
looking at a ghost
power lah sia
we went OCH after swimming at wans hotel
power giler !
too many to eleborate
hahaha
we saw alot of things
sickening things
spooky things
scary marry things
we also hear things
shhsh
the best day ever sia!
went to the japanese school also
its too dark to go in
we didnt go in
walked out and headed to the surfing club to buy some water
we settled down there
play boxing
hehehe
i play boxing with the lapar monster, Su
hahaha
then we sit by the beach
and plan to go again this friday
we didnt bring any torch light yesterday
so we find difficulties going in ah
its too dark
gosh!
this friday we will bring the equipments
and we will return for vengence
muahahahaha!
hahaha
then we chill at kedai kopi story morry about ghosts
hahahah
bapoks keep walking to us
macam cibai
boys have boobs?!
argh!
sickening shits!
kutie,harie me and alip
disturb them
fun ah
after the yak-ing
we took the first bus to tampines interchange
we chill at street 84
then me and ariff went home
its fucking fun lah sia
dont believe?
try going there!
morehead shits!
fucking scary
hahaha
alrite
i went home and bath
then i sleep
just woke up tho
still tired
hahaha

well it seems that theres
an idiot tagging on my tag board
what a coward
too scared to put his or her name
wahahaha..
childish.

alrite lah guys
i wanna eat lah
im hungry like hell
bye2

wise up.

2005-09-07T12:07:00.000+08:00

she helped me tru darkness

she shone the light to my world

she lent me a hand to life

she carried me on the back

u make me love u!

i dont know y

but i do

unsocialise idiot!

2005-09-06T22:34:00.000+08:00

weawhdkhsandsahdujasdjbsajdhsa
hehehehe
wah!
im the craziest person today
hahaha
do stupid stuffs with gangs
hahahaha
meet kody at interchange
went whitesands
jalan2
then waited for Wan and Hamdan outside school
ariff came too
hahaha
then we took the fucking president taxi!
its huge!
wahahaha
5 people in the taxi
hahaha
i cant breath in there
hamdan sit at my lap
kody is beside me
and hippo sits infront
can u imagine how squeezing it is?
wahahaha
went to the hotel
at Changi
FUCK!
the place is superb sia
so romantic
if only....
ohh nevermind

hahaha
wan change his cloths
and we proceed to beach raod
and bought my salipers and some clothings
yey-ness
hahaha
AT LAST!
i know where is the best nasi ayam in Singapore
hhahaha
wan kody hamdan and ariff bought sup tulang
and i buy my own food
NASI AYAM!
its fucking nice sia
i swear!
then took bus no. 197 to city hall
fuckeneddys
didnt smoke cigar today
lack of money
hahaha
nvm
there will always be a tomorrow
yes yes
hahaha
went to kedai kakak
hahaha
wan and hamdan finding some stuffs
then we settle down at E-glue
smokes and smokes
laugh and laugh
then we went to foodstop
bought my green tea
then we went home
hahaha
had fun time lah
tomorrow im going to that
romantic hotel again
chill with wan and budak2 street 84
maybe im not coming home tomorrow
so i will not be updating!
wahahaha
ok lah guys
i wanna sleep lah
tired
and my body is still aching!
SHITONICS!

next order!?!?!?!

uber tired

2005-09-06T10:11:00.000+08:00

wellow mellowz
good morning
felt tired
haha
went home at 6am just now
cant sleep ah
fucking problems stucked in my head
makes me difficult to sleep.
think so.
fuckeneddys
alrite
as usual
at 2 am went to 7-eleven
with my boxers and shirt
hahaha
macam orang gila!
bought ciggerates , red bull and newspaper
settle down under my void deck
yes yes
my phone rang
kak yani called
she told me that she wanna meet me
she said that shes bored
WTF!
i told her to call her bf
but unfortunatly
her bf is working
night shift
wahahaha
wth!
its about 3am in the morning and she expect me to meet her
haha
alrite, so
i went home to
get change
and meet her at Compass Point
i walked there
meet her at the usual place
hahaha
those were the days
she bought me foods and drinks
hahahaha
and then we laugh laugh laugh
wahahaha
making jokes about the banglas
we are not being racist ah
but that fucking banglas walked infront
of us and they are holding hands
SHITONICS!
fucking gay sia!
hahahaha
and we played the game of ''imagine''
hahahahaha!
i spotted the cop cars
FUCK!
i hate cop cars!
i pass my ciggerates to kak yani
then the cops came
after screening us,
we lied to the police
we said that we are going to our workplace
hahaha!
then nothing happen
we walked home
and we were seperated
wahahaha
had a fun time yesterday
i mean just now
wahahahaha
and now
im tired
so uber tired
and im sleepy
yawn*
later im going out with members
gonna meet wan and hamdan outside school
alrite lah guys
i wanna sleep lah
till then,
bye!

polkaudio.

2005-09-05T10:06:00.000+08:00

yes yes.
went to Bugis yesterday
went home late
take a cab home
hahaha
went out with riders
hahaha
eat at fareast
nice!
hahaha
the wan ton thinggy
superb!
-laffs-
just woke up
planning to finish my homework
i have tons of homework
SHITONICS!
English
Maths
Geography
Malay
Social Studies
ive completed english malay and maths
cause thats the easiest and have the least page
to do
hehehe
now i have to complete geo and social studies
need to study hard
ohh yah
i did good for my CA
and im so happy with my results
yeyness!
alrite
today is the Nlevel exam
hope they can do the paper
good luck!
alrite
tomorrow going beach road and then to cityhall
with aidil,naz,hippo and kody
haha
looking foward to smoke cigga tomorrow!
hehehehe!
yey!
or maybe smoke sheesha
hahahaha
ok bye!

argh!

2005-09-04T18:48:00.000+08:00

lets keep it short

1.caught in the lift due to moshing,THANKS!

2.jump off the lift(figure it urself)

3.chilling with the monkeys in the club

4.bodies aching

5.to fond but not in love

6.went home with A shoelace sticking out from each side of my chucks

7.went fishing with families

8.went jalan2 with granny : )

9.jamming with band mates

10.missing her smile

bye!

Syafiq Bin Abdul Bapak Dier.

2005-09-03T22:16:00.000+08:00

waH!
suddenly my tagboard dah "ok"
hahaha
just got home
about 15mins ago
wahhaha
went out with my buddies
fun ah
went to city hall and then town
haha
we do all the stupid stuffs.
lazy to elaborate ah
hahaha!
ok lah guys.
i wanna bath and wanna watch DUDE WHERES MY CAR!
on channel 5!
hehehe

what channel again?

peanuts

2005-09-03T13:22:00.000+08:00

fishing was fun!
haha
caught some fish
haha
peanuts!
im loving it
wahahaha
while waiting for the fish to eat my baits
i eat peanuts!
i finish 2 packets of peanuts yesterday!
nyahaha
and finish 1 packet of ciggies
gosh!
must cut down
nyahaha
went home at about 6.30 am
wake my mother up cause shes working today
clean my rods and reels
and my SHOE!
its dirty
i spent 30 min in the toilet
washing my SHOE
hehehe
weird huh?
then,
BOOM!!
-sleep-
haha
just woke up tho
alrite
im not working this weekend
yey!
thanks to Abang
SHITONICS!
the tagboard is down lah.
some problems
fuckeneddys!
alrite
i think i got my life back to normal again
i picked up the pieces
yes yes
hope so.
i think im going out today
meet my long lost friends
haha
its been a long long very long time
hahaha
alrite lah guys
i wanna MAKAN!
my granny cook mee soto for me!
yeyness
miss her cookings
hehehe
yum!yum!

yok makan yok..

fuhhh!

2005-09-02T15:46:00.000+08:00

hahahaha!
bought the wrong "painkiller"
hahaha
kanina!
high sikit only
wtf
yey!
school holiday already
gonna fish every day!
hahaha
wweeell,
today soccer training was canceled
because of the bad weather
then i chill at school with
the bawah tangga boys
then my nenek called
she said that shes hungry
i went home and bought him some foods
and now im enjoying my
tempting ice-kacang!
fuuuh!
power sia!
hahaha

today cant go city hall with maca,aidil and naz
cause im going fishing at CHANGI!
hehehe
the bapok side!
nyahaha
fuck im going alone
alah nvm
ok lah guys
i wanna finish my ice kacang

want some?

im singing in the rain..

2005-09-01T21:01:00.000+08:00

hey hey
well today went to Yishun
take my pay from Abang
then proceed to City hall
went there alone
bought some red bull and a packet of Marlboro
sat down at Memo
then saw kak yani
hugged her
miss her alot
i chilled with her
and talk about our lifes
shes very understanding
she give me some good advices
thanks you so much!
shes always there for me when i need help
haha
those were the days
shes getting married soon
congrats
then she treat me LJS
and then walked to esplanade
and she treat me an ice cream
hahaha
fun lah
we settled down at riverside and took some pics
hahaha
funny sia
had a fun time just now

alrite
we went home together
haha
then we was saperated
i went to the super market and buy some baits for
tomorrow fishing outing
ill be going fishing tomorrow
nyahaha
at punggol
ill be cycling there
yes yes
wish me luck lah!
nyahahaha
ok lah guys
gtg now
bye2

yok yok~

2005-09-01T10:21:00.000+08:00

yes yes
my new skin
nice rite?
hahaha
today is a holiday
nothing to do at home
woke up at 9
and my body is aching
i dont have any idea y my body is aching
too much working i guess
haha
im happy to have such a wonderful friends
they always brighten up my day when im down
thank you guys!
all my true crazy happy friends!
~u know who u are
haha
im just uttering nonscence
hahaha
but its true
the bottomline is
i really appriciate u guys.
the blurry,dotter,mr.bodoh nak mampos guy,hippo,the shy girl,
the whatever u guys call ur self.
haha
thank you so so much
love u guys!

alrite lah folks
i wanna eat my breakfast
see you!

ekamataitie shits!

2005-08-31T15:09:00.000+08:00

teachers day was superb!
the games are fun!
the performance are great!
hell yeah!
idrus played well just now
the dance was great
the WHOLE event wah fantastic!
im loving it.
hahaha
earlier just now
when i reached school,
Miss Ng CY
gave me a thank you letter
im so speechless and was touched by the words
hahaha
HAPPY TEACHERS DAY TEACHERS!

alrite
later on im going to follow State Of Decay
jamming
hahaha
maybe im gonna jam with them
haha
hope so..
ok lah peeps.
gtg
take care aite?
till then,
adios amigos

ps: dear god, please save my sister.

narphez!

2005-08-29T18:31:00.000+08:00

argh!
my computer got problem!
hahaha
this computer sucks
so slow!
fuckeneddys
i hope i have a personal computer
probably by next 3 months
ill get my own computer soon
yey-ness
today went to Whitesand to eat ice kacang
hahaha
so gerekness just now.
haha
many thing happen today
and im indolent to elaborate to u guys
-laffs-
well
I really haven't had that exciting of a life
There are a lot of things i wish i would have done
instead of just sitting around and complaining about having a boring life.
bluergh!

boddy roddy moooody

2005-08-28T18:56:00.000+08:00

hello peeps.
its quite a long time i didnt update.
been busy this past few days.
well
yesterday the fishing outing was cancel.
need to go bedok and "rewang"
tiring.
but what to do
haha
i injured my left index finger
i cut my finger when i was cutting the potato
phucking potato!
but i didnt do it for purpose lah
haha
then just now when fishing alone at changi
caught 2 fish
not so big
luck!

haiz
ok lah guys
thats it.
dont wanna tell u guys more about my life.
macam busy body gitu
hahaha
SHITONICS!
sorry guys.
bye2

ps: my friend brighten things up for me when im down. thank you nice people.

tralalalala.

2005-08-26T21:33:00.000+08:00

today i woke feeling so much bettter
my injured leg is getting better
yesterdey i had like
25 strepsils and 2 cups of rhinoceros horn or watevea u call it
wahaha
well,
i do sound a bit different
not fully cured
ill be fine
no worries aite
-laffs-
today after school went to the Fishing shop at town park
bought some swivels, clip lites and hooks
cause tomorrow im going fishing
so UBER HAPPY!
*yeyness
must get ready by tonight so that
i dont have to rush tomorrow
yes yes
its quite peaceful at home today
its so quite
mum and dad went out
and im here chilling
listening and downloading new songs
enjoying the sweet taste of watching t.v
hahaha
alrite lah guys
im gonna stop here for now
blog again tomorrow ok?
maybe..
hahaha
nighty night!

hoolahhoop

2005-08-25T19:40:00.000+08:00

alrite
well well
today is a unlucky day for me and my band mates
we didnt make it tho
bringing the bass to school is a waste of time
our band is officially dropped out because we have no vocalist
hamdan is suspended
because of the muhaiming thinggy
yes yes
is this our fate of life?
haiz
i cant do anything
haha
so just let it be
we are doing it for the teachers
but y must we be dropped out of the event?
haiyo..
congrats to idrus's band
they played well just now
*claps
all the best.
the dance is great
*applaud
yes yes
im just sad and dissapointed
we do this for the teachers
and this is what we got from the teachers
im quite pissed off just now when mr john told us that our band is offically dropped
nevermind
we still have the talentime
alrite lah guys

im gone.

hohoho

2005-08-24T21:56:00.000+08:00

hello.
my dad just caught a sting ray
its 9.59 now
he called me at about 10 mins ago

he told me that the sting ray is 5 kg

wow! thats freaking big!

wahaha

i have nothing to write today

cause im really pissed off

because of things happened earlier

fuck la

today didnt go jamming

cause we dont have enough money to jam

and tomorrow is the rehersal

damn

have to bring my bass to school

kanina-ness

alrite. just now my grandma called me

she told me that she miss me

and she told me that she miss my bed

and she miss talking to me at night

hahaha

she told me that living at my aunty house is boring

she said that my couzins never treat her the same as i treat her

im speechless sia just now

hope she will be fine there

really miss her till bits

hope shes here with me

I LOVE MY NENEK

shes so understanding

and so caring

shes my friend

my mother

my grandmother

shes everything to me.

she spot me before

when i was feeling down

and she gives me good advise

yes

im so glad to get a grandmother like her

take care nenek

come to my house next 2 week ok?

bye2

ok lah peeps

gtg for now

adios amigos

kedengdeng chineses

2005-08-24T17:48:00.000+08:00

In a fight we will strive, Together You and Me
Don't look back just attack, Together You and Me
We will fight against the enemies, Together You and Me
Be proud, stand tall. We gonna take 'em all
Stay Together. We're in this together
Don't look BackMove foward and attack
Fight the enemies together you and me

3 polis cars came to my
school just now
the polis went to that irritating idiot fat bastard son of a whore,
MUHAIMIN!
fuck!
he got beaten up yesterday
because he talk behind my friends back
what the fuck!
then have the cheek
to call the polis!
he dare to talk behind other peoples
back and dont dare
to face the consiquences!
fucking pussy
go to hell motherfuckers
next time ill use my hands
instead of using my mouth
so muhaimin! if u are reading this
u better watch ur back!

the moral of the story
dont talk behind other peoples back
its a sin
be straight foward
get it!
u idiot!

Danny stalker
a well known stalker
Guning down victims
better beware of
DANNY STALKER

so long and goodbye.

wart! dont interper ah! wahaha

2005-08-23T20:30:00.000+08:00

jeng jeng jeng!
hahaha
hello!
well well today im sick!
fucking sick!
although i dont look sick!
but im sick!
wahahaha
today came to school as usual with megat
hahaha
today is boring!
MENDAK-ness
hahaha
macam cibai

have soccer training just now
too bad
i cant go for the trainings
cause my leg is still injured
haha
then i stayed at the canteen with naz and gor
with my tissue
hahaha!

then at about 5 we went home
and then we saw a bee hive on top of the tree
we were so so jakon!
-laffs-
then naz,abu and wan chinese kicked the tree
abeh kiter semer lari
hahaha
gerek ah tadi
luckily i run first with my injured leg
hahaha

alrite lah guys
thats all for today
ill be blogging tomorrow aites?
bye2

i need 1 more box of tissue paper!
can u buy for me?

duk tak duk duk tak!

2005-08-22T20:38:00.000+08:00

wello dirty fellow
wahahaha
woke up at 5.30 am! this morning
cause need to bring the bass guitar to school early
kuang3
then have our teachers day auditions
sucks!no drums!
kaninabeh!
then we have to play without the drums
-laffs-
hamdan fucking didnt come today
he got migrane
hope hes get well soon
yes yes
then wan got to sing just now.
quite suckie
haha but overall our performance is
"alright"
SHITONICS!
nvm..lets just pray that we are qualified for the teachers day
but atleast we have an overwhelming crowd
wakakaka.
billion thanks for the overwhelming support guys!
*claps

POOF!
ok
just now went to CP and bought new shoe!
yey-ness!
wahahaha
yeye~!
mother and sister accompanied me to CP
hahaha
then i bought 5 DONUTS!
OMG
i ate like a pig just now
too many makanans
wooooooow!
-laffs-
wahahaha!
alrite lah gang
ill stop here for now

little hi! little low!;little hey! little hoe!
goody bye friends
ill update again tomorrow aite?
alrite
see yah!

yakkatty-yak!

2005-08-20T22:02:00.000+08:00

pong! pong! pong!
yes
so didnt manage to go gabe's place
he cant make it
so nazrin called me
they ask me to go jamming at Boons jamming centre
our rock band
haha
we had fun just now
then me,naz and maca went took 147 to city hall
theres more and more gangsters roaming
around city hall
ohh please dream on guys
theres no way u scums
can take over the streets
our streets
MY STREETS!

yes yes.
went to walked to fareast with the punks
harold,ariff kecik,wan,kody,yadi and gangs.
then at about 7 we went back to city hall cause kody wanted to jam with BAKTERIA
his new band
yes yes.
but unfortunatly,
its delayed cause the next room is at 0930
haha.
we chill at HELLSTORE
and talk nonscence
then we went home.
hahaha

blah blah blah
im gonna stop here cause its getting lamer and lamer
wahahaha
LAME
so im gonna jump to my bed now
im so tired
my eyes are heavy
alrite friends
got to go now-

ting tau peh!

nighty night night friends.

whuahwhuah-ikea

2005-08-20T00:45:00.000+08:00

so today was TIRED!
exams are over now
i can do what ever i want
YESAR!
well today
woke up at 10 thinking about my fishing outing
but too bad
SHITONICS!
i cant go fishing today cause
i have to visit granny at my aunt house
ohh nevermind
after that im going to gabe's place
to take the bass guitar
yes yes
-laffs-
Yesterday was superb
went jamming with the band
practicing for auditions on monday
gosh!..it was like so fast!
but we jamed well yesterday
we had fun yesterday
and we have improved alot
im so proud of u guys
yey-ness
im so happy and blissful
damn!
im STARVING
i need FOOD
fuckeneddys!
wheres my SECOND round breakfast?

deeemon-bloggggey!

2005-08-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

hello!hello!hello!.Wah..finally i have a blog..my own blog...thanks to Lynn and Fiqah and Ery for helping me for the blog..applaud...hahaha!..
ill blog in tomorrow aite cause im sleepy rite now!..hahaha..bye..